Musings of a Spiritual Nomad
This has been a strange year for me. I've been struggling to navigate through a crowd of emotions with no idea how to. Wore my heart under my sleeve for fear of showing weakness, deeming the world undeserving of caring for it. After all it's much safer behind these walls right? My theological knowledge may tell me enough to not crumble, but it is no field manual for going toe-to-toe with this unstable heart of mine. My insecurities speak as loud as anyone's. But I know my God will always be louder. Half a year ago, in my post, HERE ., I shared a little about the journey that I've been on, how I've come to the place where I am now. There was much joy and relief in realizing all that, yet it did not come without scars. Not without pain and confusion. I took what I believe to be a step of faith and it was also a turn from something I had planned on doing for so long. And eventually that step turned into a run, hoping that someone would care enough to try and catch m...