Here is a video of the spoken word Alisha Misiaita and I did at our recent Young Life banquet. The whole process of putting this together was amazing, as God worked in both of our hearts in so many ways.
Last year I wrote out 30 thoughts as I entered into year 30. Here are some that stood out.. 1. I am a mess, but I am deeply loved by God. 2. I love my people. 3. Who > What + Where 4. Who = Why 5. I am where I need to be. .. 9. It is okay to spoil myself. 10. I am my own person. 11. I know I love much, but not always well. .. 16. Life does get overwhelming sometimes. 17. Time scares me. 18. I love the twins. .. 20. Life is so precious. 21. I once dreaded this day because I felt like I could have done so much more with the time I had. .. 24. I am worthy. 25. It is okay to let go. 26. It is okay that I've lost parts of who I was before. 27. Keep learning who I am and who I am becoming. .. 29. I'll be alright. 30. I am at peace with where I am.
"Show up. Dive in. Stay at it." In his farewell address, our beloved 44th President Barack Obama left us with this charge; words my heart resonated with because, even though he said this in the context of our participation in democracy and the political arena, that is what my life has been about for the past few years. It's what the Lord called me to and it's what I am learning to embrace more and more. You ever just sit and wonder how you ended up where you are right now? My goodness, I can't tell you how many times I tried to make other plans.. how many times I thought I'd be doing something else by now.. how many times I tried to avoid where I'm at right now.. but nope! God constantly reminds me that He's in control and let me tell you, it can be frustrating at times, but it is a very good thing. Let's rewind a little bit. Towards the end of high school, this genius thought he was going to go away for college - like UC Berkeley or UCLA. Wel...
Hope is my center. Hope in God, who cares for both the body and soul. Hope for a better world. Hope for liberation. Hope for restoration. These past couple months I've spent a great deal of time reimagining what these look like as well as my place in all of this. And I'm always brought back to the idea of hope. Not in the sense of wishing for something, gambling with fate. But knowing that because of where my hope is, what I hope for will one day come, whether I get to see it fully bloom or not - hope deferred is still hope. So though my faith may often be like the waves, I know that hope is that steady rock. My reality is grounded by my hope in the Heavens. And while I have lost it many times, it pulls me back to remind me that restoration will come. Liberation will come. The better world we long for will come. Our country has been on fire, as we are in the midst of a double pandemic and a revolution. I have been slow to speak because I have always been one to let things mari...
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